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ketika saya SD, padahal masih kelas 4; ada 2 orang, yang saya ngga tau belajar darimana, nonjok di perut sampai saya ngga bisa nafas, these moments were longer because I was panic. ngga bisa defense myself karena aku masih kecil, aku hanya bisa tersungkur turun, fall from my feet. I was a bad team player, a bad sport player myself, dan juga memang kadang cocky.

Anyway, to put simply, di SMP, 2 orang ini udah ngga ada di sekolah karena pindah ke luar negeri. Yang satu, saya main DotA pas SMP bareng, aku pakai lone druid, dia pakai NS. We reconnect again few times. Lalu untuk satu lagi kita baik-baik saja, 2020 kita reconnect waktu aku bahas coal company sama dia, WHC sama new hope, ketika dia kerja jadi di perusahaan kontraktor aussie.

But it still lingers in me. Kalau masih kecil, bisa begitu, pasti dia belajar, dari keluarga. Dia sudah merasakannya dulu, jadi tau, poor kid. Although it traumatized me at that time, I was thinking about them too. Must be born in a violent family.

Think about this, the best defense you can do to yourself, when you see aggressive person at street, you avoid them. But what if your own family, yang violent? Kamu masih kecil, rumah mahal, kamu ngga bisa cari uang, and there. But I'm glad that they are having a good life now.

Pertama kali aku kena tonjok di solar, waktu itu saya kasih tau mama, karena saya sakit perut pulangnya (mungkin salah makan), tapi saya orangnya overthinking. Jadi dibawa dokter sama mama, and dia USG. Kata dokternya, limpahnya geser, disuru kasih tau gurunya (ini mungkin maksudnya biar mama kasih tau guru karena anak-anak ngga bisa defense themselves). So thats what my mom did. Habis itu, crazy, my homeroom teacher, calling both of us after class. Yapping and scolding, poor kid is sobbing, I wish I can hug him. I don't blame them though, they just doing their job. I will do the same if i were mommy, and I will do the same if I become the teacher. Such a shit world we are living in. Habis itu, everytime I met him, we don't make eye contact. I always pray to God, that I did not come across or had to work together in a group.

If you happen to be the victim, imagine now, this experience teach us, when we walk down in a street, ada maling mungkin mau disable kita, bisa dengan begini. That's first. Second, just stay safe. Ngga semua bisa kayak karakter Nobody.

Our instinct will always go for defense. Either teaching, eliminating, or avoiding. Choose the latter. Kalau kita ajarin dia lagi, dia udah belajar cukup di rumahnya waktu masih kecil. The latter will always be the best self defense. Think David, run from Saul, nor his own son Absalom. Ada scene yang mana Daud cabut spear waktu Saul tidur, he can just eliminate him, but he chose not. Dia malah ambil spear itu keluar jauh, lalu warn Saul kalau dia mesti better fixed his defense. Atau belajar dari Yusuf, yang melihat kalau semua itu didalam tangan Tuhan, yaitu fakta bahwa saudara-saudaranya menjualnya ke mesir. Dia berkata, janganlah kalian menyesal, atau berat hatinya. Kalau manusia biasa, pasti maunya teaching, karena belajar dari movies juga begitu, or eliminating, simply going nazi.

Bisa tanya chat gemini kok gimana cara ajarin anak self defense biar ketemu anak violent especially to protect head and abdomen gimana. They will give you pictures and youtube videos. Gemini is a very good assistant.